Post by TEAGAN RILEY HENDRIX on Mar 20, 2011 2:04:30 GMT -5
teagan r. hendrix
nineteen. shifter. charlavail effron.
" mistake number one: that party. teagan honestly believed that it was her fault. she had dressed too proactively, and she had acted much too suggestively. maybe if she hadn’t worn that really pretty, really short denim skirt she wouldn’t have attracted the attention of the really cute, really pushy senior in college. maybe she should’ve left that party when he started getting touchy. she shouldn’t have ignored his wandering hands and that should’ve been enough of a red flag and a warning for her to get out. but she was stoned – that kind of stoned where you feel like you’re on another planet and your head doesn’t feel connected to the rest of your body. her head was really fuzzy and whenever she tried to deny him and say no, she couldn’t find her lips. the pushy senior took her silence as a welcoming and devoured her. she didn’t want it – she didn’t want any of it. didn’t want his hands going places they weren’t supposed to go, didn’t want his lips on her neck, didn’t want that grimy feeling that blazed like a fire wherever his hands trailed. all she could really think about was how short her skirt was and how, maybe, her shirt shouldn’t have been so low cut. she didn’t really have to wear so much eyeliner, and maybe that pretty tulip pink lip stain she let her friend smear on her wasn’t so necessary. maybe lying to her mom and telling her she was just going to study wasn’t such a smart idea. she didn’t really blame anyone but herself for that night. she didn’t blame the pushy college guy. she blamed herself for starting the conversation that lead to the unwanted kissing that lead to everything else.
likes reading. painting. photography. sleeping. peanut butter. baking. sunshine. comfortable silences. long car rides. midday naps. fantastic mr. fox. smores. bon fires. tea. nicknames. the beach. cuddling. film cameras. hershey hugs. (the kisses are so plain.) ballet. coffee flavoured ice cream. disney movies. traveling. sleeping. cartoons.
dislikes talking out loud. rainy days. coffee. over exaggeration. rap music. nicki minaj. people in general. feeling trapped. feeling over looked. weed. parties. dark chocolate. booze. physical contact (with people she doesn’t necessarily trust.) waking up after eleven. bathroom doors that don’t lock.
shit she shifts into.
red fox. and thats just about it, because she's not that talented."
veeeeehehehehe. i have more experience than you~ idk i love cora etc